So,  this morning I decided it was high time that I go to the clinic 
and make things officially official. Though, I didn't decide this until 
after I had just gone to the bathroom... *sigh* Luckily for me,  first 
trimester hormones were working in my favor and by the time we got there
 I REALLY had to pee again (yeah, this was only about 20 minutes 
later...) 
Anyway, went back with the nurse who handed me a cup and asked
 "are you expecting this to be positive or negative?" Now, at this point
 I had already taken 5 home pregnancy tests of varying sensitivity and 
brand and every last one came back with two little lines (starting 5 
days ago) and I am 4 days past when my period was supposed to start,  so
 I was pretty darn positive it would be positive! Anyway, did my thing 
and went to meet the nurse who was standing there performing my test 
(ie. sticking a test strip in a cup) and she started asking me all these
 questions about what made me think I was pregnant.  I thought she was 
just making small talk at first,  but then eventually she said "well,  
it's probably just too early,  I'll give it a couple more minutes to see
 if we can get anything." So we spent a minute or two continuing our 
slightly awkward conversation about all the reasons a person might think
 she is pregnant before she eventually pronounced the test to be 
negative and told me to come back in a couple weeks if my period hadn't 
started yet. 
Frustrating... and slightly unnerving to be honest. So, disappointed, we went home. I had one pregnancy test left over from my 
testing binge and I decided to take it as soon as I got home (yes, I 
already had enough of the necessary material to complete the test... 
haha), and sure enough, it was almost immediately positive! Not only 
that, but it was quite a bit darker than the test of the same brand I 
had taken 4 days earlier, which was extremely reassuring!
Anyway,
 in all my days of peeing on sticks, I have never gotten a false 
negative (even the dollar store tests came back with a pretty strong 
line this time around!), and the last thing I expected was to get one 
from the "official"
 test.  Oh well, at least with all the bloating, indigestion, fatigue, 
and needing to pee every five minutes, it seems pretty definite to me 
that I'm
 pregnant, no matter the results of that stupid test...
*Update* 7/11:
Went back in to the clinic today and had almost an IDENTICAL experience to the one I had on Monday... *sigh* Either that nurse doesn't know how to read a pregnancy test, or they are the LEAST sensitive tests in the world, but either way, SO FRUSTRATING! However, we finally managed to get a faint line and that was enough to call it! So it's official, we've got a baby on the way!



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